Tired.

Work's been really tiring and I've been really busy with other commitments (church ministry commitments) too. I haven't had much time to blog or think much these few days. I've been feeling like I'm having a bit too many responsibilities but too little energy and time to handle them properly. I don't feel overwhelmed yet, but it's just the feeling that I might be taking up too many responsibilities.

Take keyboard lessons for example. I've been trying to keep up with them but very often I'm so tired after work that I have no mental energy to really enjoy learning and exploring the stuff that my teacher teaches. I really wish I have more time and energy to learn.

Maybe a contributing factor to this sense of stress and tiredness is also because of the transitions at work and some of the new commitments I'm having at church. I'm still trying to process what I'm going through. Maybe I just need to allow myself to adapt to these changes.

I hope I'll be able to rest during the weekends. And I hope that even as I exercise discipline in my work, I hope I'll remember to have discipline to rest too.