believers must think and thinkers can believe

Even though I've been a believer for some time, I still have many questions about the faith and issues that I struggle with. Maybe it's precisely because I've grown up in a believing family that I used to take some truths for granted, without previously thinking through them. Ravi Zachariah's ministries has been such a great encouragement to me as a believer. It gives me assurance that it is okay to have doubts, questions and struggles in the faith. It's been a while since I sincerely look forward to doing devotions each day. I do enjoy reading "today's slice" or listening to a broadcast. They've been helpful so far.

I used to come home from work thinking of going online to youtube or facebook or taylor swift website, but now I return home being somewhat excited about going to rzim website to just read or listen to a topic of interest, struggle or doubt. In my heart, I hope that all these articles or broadcasts will not just stay as head knowledge, but that I'll understand and develop strong convictions about issues, especially those that I struggle with.

There's this book that I really hope to get some day. It sounds so good:

http://rzim.christianbook.com/scent-water-grace-every-kind-broken/naomi-zacharias/9780310327370/pd/327370?item_code=WW&netp_id=792821&event=ESRCN&view=details

Life really hasn't been easy. And it's in these moments that I find myself asking more questions and I cannot stay satisfied if I don't grapple with them and deal with the mess and confusion in my head and my heart.